billys batty blog of sleepness and hope

hmmmmm i think i am kinda bored!
i listened to hitch hikers guide to the galaxy!
lmao it was funny!
but i got to cold to listen nemore!
i now need to try and make this blog more interestin than the other 1!
so as im tired atm ill go on about sleep!

I sleep alot! infact alot of people at school take the mic out of me for sleepin a long time!
alec included! ((btw for those pedos...alec is a made up name as well! his actual name is spawn of the ginger) which is wot i will now call him))
so wot i dont get is how come i sleep loads but am still so tired all the time!
its quite confusing!
1 theory is that it depends on how u wake up as to whether ur tired or not!
this doesnt make sense but seems to hold true occasionally!
not today tho...i woke up well today and went and read the paper with rosie! so it was all gd!
i think wot reli got me 2day tho was nott gettin properly to sleep till 4am!
so we cannot use this!

sometimes it seems to work and somtimes not!
if ne1 has ne views as to y this is then do say! or ne other ideas on sleeping!

another theory iv come up with is tht im not gd lookin enuf!
therefore i constantly need my beauty sleep!

another 1 is tht im not normal! this seems to hold for personality traits, so wot if it was true about being humanoid! tht is also a possibilty!

2day i think another factor is tht i wasnt in my sleigh bed or on the floor!

hmmmmmm it may also be something i ate!

or a forgotten traumitising past! i may need to see a therapist to find out what this is. my guess would be something along the lines of bogeyman (seen to much of fungus the bogeyman on cbbc-dont ask), or sally from monsters inc (im not sure if tht is his real name-might be sully), hmm might also be a bad dream!

it culd also be something to do with my dreams! they r very weird and some traumatic! i would share u some but for the risk of u gettin to know me better thn u want to! lmao

neway i hope u enjoyed my rant (i think tht is unlikely but thts why i put the hope part!)
hmmmmmmm hope...i spose i culd go on about tht!

well i think i shuld start with pandora...she was the 1st woman according to greek mythology (i think it was greek), she opened a forbidden (its always forbidden) box tht was a wedding present from zeus. (i mean why give it to them if he didnt want them to open it! its as if he wanted us to suffer, like god and the fruit tree in eden! i think its a test-which the woman always seem to disobey-i think its summin to do with their bigger brain bein more inquisitive or tht men were sexist when these were written and didnt want themselves to be seen as bad).

neway a load of horrible things came oout of the box...death, illness, hate etc. but lastely hope! in the form of a butterfly!

i think this culd potentially be a seen as making hope as a bad thing which maybe it is! mb tht as we r doomed neway tht hope is a bad thing and cruel! Tht is a bit pessimistic i know and i dont beleive it but its a thought!

but it culd also just be a last life line! apart frm love of course but for tht u need hope! (especially with rosie-dont take this rudely im just self depreciatin (not quite right but oh well-thnx rosie))
and they wuld have had love before pandora opened the box!

I think hope can be good and bad therefore! it can be cruel, if you r gonna squash it but it can also keep people sane!

tht is my blog over!

i may mak 1 1 day bout stuff lol like love cos rosie just gave me a link to one!

love

xxx

(remember go with the flow) haha tryin to make it a catchphrase